If only I knew last February during a cold, wintery night would have been the last time I saw you,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I would have told you how much I look up to you And told you how much I love you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And given you an extra long, tight hug<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Many nights I have cried, wishing you were here <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Many nights I have spent wondering why I could not have one more day, birthday, or holiday with you <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And how I miss you and your smile and your laugh<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Every room was gray and dull until you entered But now that you are gone, it is my life that is gray and dull<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I miss when you and I would spend hours staring at the nighttime sky
Looking at the stars and trying to name every constellation we could <\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I\u2019d like to think you are now one of those stars looking down on me
Maybe one day when I pass away, I can join you in one place we both loved<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But until then, I will look up and find the brightest star
And it will remind me even though you are no longer here,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You reside in the nighttime sky, shining with great luminosity<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As I remember you are my star<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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